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madame
hi there, this is me, the owner, CADEN YAP a.k.a the singapore no.1 bastard
birthday falls on 24th MARCH every year


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Wednesday, March 29, 2006 3:58 AM
because of some problems, i did not stay back for the 2nd run of the rehearsal. i was at the verge of breaking down, so i left after the first run. sigh. just woke up one hour ago to start studying. yesterday also the same. woke up at 2plus and started studying til 5plus. lols. kind of weird timing and miraclely, i didn't fall asleep in class. hahas. cool bahs? as for today, got two chemistry period!!oh no! sure can die. hahas.

i'm sorry to break my promise. i just have this bad feeling that something will happen, and that in the end, it will then be unfair to you. you asked me to give you cold shoulders. i wished i can. sometimes, i do agree that your attitude sucks. but after a while, it's like, i just forget about it. as i listened to the radio yesterday, i just found out that love can't be compared. i should not compare you with the other person, such that you only have your weaknesses. i should accept who you are, and what your character is. i'm sorry. i will try to find out as soon as possible. i'm still greatly affected by you.

lols. don't dare to see me! only know how to bully me. hais. anyway, hope that you received my message. hahas. though i think you should be sleeping at that time le. hahas. thanks once again. smiles.

i'm trying to find out feelings about you, so please, don't avoid me. sometimes i might do things that surprise you and make you uncomfortable. lease tell me. and what if one day, i just tell you that the feelings came back. what will you do? i want to reject the feelings towards you, because i do not want to be unfair to another person. let me find out the true feelings.

or perhaps, i will just stay neutrel and not find out any feelings. i seriously is damn afraid to find out the feelings. i don't wish to think. sigh. going to get back to my studies le. :)